Sell your possessions and give to charity; make yourselves money belts which do not wear out, an unfailing treasure in heaven, where no thief comes near nor moth destroys. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also. Luke 12 :33-34
I started on this post nearly 2 weeks ago – with little more than a title and a quote, I saved it as a draft and forgot about it. Then, a few days ago, I got a glimpse into what this is really all about. It’s a bit of a longish story, but here’s the elevator version:
Lazy morning in our pjs.
Rachel smells something odd. I do too.
I scan the house to see if anything is melting/burning.
Smoke in the basement.
Get dressed fast.
Call 911
Grab a few “essentials” and get out of the house with child & dog.
First Responders, Fire, Ambulance, Police.
Fire in malfunctioning furnace is extinguished.
Cleanup begins.
As we were exiting the house, not knowing exactly what was burning, nor how long until it would be extinguished, I briefly considered what I needed to carry out. I grabbed my cell phone, my purse and my laptop (not sure about that choice but it is the tool of my work). I wondered if I should take something else but I honestly couldn’t think of anything so precious it needed to be saved. I knew Rachel was safe, Regis was safe and I would be safe. (Anthony was at work and therefore not on my list of immediate worries.) I knew we had appropriate insurance in place. There was nothing in the house I thought was irreplaceable or that we couldn’t live without.
Rachel felt differently, of course, and worried about her many possessions – toys, stuffed animals, treasures and dolls. Even the house itself. It’s the only home she remembers and the thought it might burn was deeply distressing to her.
Fortunately for us, the fire was soon out and we didn’t have to deal with replacing anything other than the furnace.
But this whole event got me thinking more about how I need to hold lightly the many material blessings around me – for it all can easily vanish in just the blink of an eye. If I am holding too tightly to the things that surround me, then those destructible things have become my treasure and the focus of my heart. And at the end of my life, I don’t want to be found clinging to the moth-ridden, rusted and chipped bits I’ve accumulated when there is so much of obvously greater and eternal value that I might have otherwise set my heart upon.